If i dont see you tomorrow

would you miss me if i die .

would you squeeze my hand ..

I had the chance to say, I love as my last breath left me ..

would you miss me in the night

cause im not there by your side ..

would you cry on my grave

would you cry when someone speaks my name

could you wait to be by my side ~!

today i awoke

Just the same as the rest 

Forgot all about yesterday, 
And started a new mess 
I did all the normals, 
Most everyone does 
I wish I had lived life, 
A little more because 
The next thing I knew, 
My phone was off the hook 
I wept in my regret, 
For the time I should've took 
For the one and only person, 
That was never told the truth, 
I had the chance to say, I love you 
as she stood behind the booth
She said, "Can I take your order" 
I said, "All I want is you" 
But that is not what really happened, 
It's what I wanted to 
I stand over her casket now, 
I cannot see her eyes 
The only things worth seeing again, 
Holding power to suffice 
My own life now, 
I would gladly give, 
To know that she would have, 
Had more time to live 
If only she had known,
If I had told her, the truth that day, 
She would not have been there, in that moment, 
to die in that terrible way 
It is her I loved, 
but never again 
No more wishing and hoping, 
For things that could have been 
Cause I know times do change, 
They obviously do now 
So while you still can, 
Tell everyone you love how 
How much they really mean to you, and brighten up your day 
How their three little words, seem to make everything okay 
Cause when you wake up, 
to live out your next day 
They might not be around, 
to hear what you need to say 

I love you and I don't, 

Ever want let you to go 

I'm telling you this now, 

cause I really want you to know 

If you passed away tomorrow, 

Only sadness I would show 

I would hold not one regret,

Cause I already let you know You'll be in my heart,

 Away I won't let you fly So if I don't see you tomorrow, 

I've already said good-bye. 

LotOfLove ~